long road...

it's been a week since i wrote last post..
been through a lot of things, traffic accompany me everyday,still trying to get use to..

"Nda" she always on my daily routine circle around my head..

there's been 3 week since i work here, but still everything still the same...still trying to blend in here.. work's been fine, fun, routine and so much free time.. but i still trying to be persistent to creative and more creative... i want my brain keep thinking good and superbly get "AHA" things...not only after class of J.P. Soebandono, who's kept me think better and better, but i want in this office, my "IDEAL MIND" keep running and exploring around my head and the whole world...

UI, still proud of this campus... but now, i realized that i don't have to think much about the result of what i have done in this semester.. i don't wanna really care 'bout all that.. love the process, enjoy it, never mind the result, doing right thing first time till the end of process, because everytime i think about my college thingy, i feel fuzzy and dizzy, and feel hate 'bout it...what the hell with my teacher or my friends said 'bout me, i love being myself, don't wanna be someone else,,

me is me...never mind: people said that i kinda fool, dumb, awkward, bumbling or anything..yes i realize all of that inside me.. but that's me, there's a lot people too said good things 'bout me, i'm smart, good, kind and anything.. i believe by being myself will bring extraordinary experience to my own life, good ones!

different is good, i believe that...
like i supporting Internazionale Milano since i was 6 year old, i know that time i didn't choose by myself but i'm lucky got a new shirt, black n blue shirt, with inter badges in left chest.
i got it from my "rich" family from broad..i get one of those shirt, when my other brother got a juve's or milan's shirt (that time was more famous better than inter)..
i don't mind, in reverse i want to thank them to introduce me to inter..since that, i love Inter Milan...
Black and blue always in my mind,,since matthaus, bergomi, djorkaeff, taribo west, pagliuca, milanese, ronaldo, zanetti, roberto carlos, dennis bergkamp, georgatos, nicola ventola, salvatore fresi, nwanko kanu, roberto baggio, laurent blanc, diego simeone, sinisa mihajlovic, edgar davids, christian vieri, gabriel batistuta, adriano, ibrahimovic, stankovic, cordoba, cambiasso, materazzi, maicon, chivu, santon, diego milito, eto'o, pandev, etc, i always love them all.. love to see the change after change...
till now 2009/2010, i'm so proud with the achievement.. TREBLE WINNERS! at last i've taste crown of Europe Champions League as internisti...love this!

O, one thing again, i met up some friends when i'm junior in Bali at FB.. everything was changed, me change,my friend surely changed..

i have been through "Long Road" to this day,,second to second, minutes after minutes, hours to hours, day by day, weeks by weeks, months after months, years through years.. i love being myself today..didn't wanna be others..

me and myself had been through this long road, and grateful for all of this..